Tuesday, March 07, 2006
| haiz ... jus feel so sad ... damn sad actually ... jus hate to write it here but i jus can't bear wif it anymore ... = '( jus hate to keep everything to myself ... i jus feel very tired ... heart soo pain ... i don need to u to be perfert ... i jus wan u to treat mi the way u want ppl to treat u ... tats all ... is it very diffcult ..? i noe ppl need time to change de ... everytime when u were wif mi , i thks god tat god keep u safe and away from danger ... everyday no matter wat am i do like cca training , lesson or having camps i was like wat r u doing now ..? how r u feel now ..? have u eaten ur breakfast/lunch/dinner ..? so much i wish u were beside mi ... i jus love ur company ... everytime when we quarrel i'll make it a point to talk to u bout it ... so tat i or we can improve on our relationship ... seriously i'm also very sick at the void deck talking to u regarding this ... wat hurts mi most is when i ask u wat r u thinking now and u gave mi the answer "my mind is in a blank" ... tat seriously hurts mi ... i jus hate to quarrel wif u ... and i reali do ... this year u r having ur 0 levels ... i do not want tat because of our relationship which will affect ur studies ... but if i hav to ... ='( choose between u and ur studies ... = '( haiz ... i don feel tat our relationship is a burden to mi ... i'm all along very happy in our relationship til .... haiz ... when we go out together , go to town ,watch movies , i jus simply enjoy being wif u ... a relationship is for us to love 1 another and not to keep quarreling ... wats the use of having a relationship if we keep quarreling ...? haiz .. i jus can't bear to let u go ... jus feel very sad ... hoping very thing will be fine ... = '( |
Sunday, March 05, 2006
| last night slept round 1 plus ... den today early in the morning at 8 plus my parents pulled mi up from bed and bring mi go and pray ... hahas ... reach home bout 10 plus den read the newspaper followed by bed time ... sleeping la ... aiyo ... den sleep til 1 plus , go makan den go find my dar at hougang mall ... wanted to give her a surprise de ... hahas ... but duno if she saw mi is happy or sad lei ... hmm ...? den we go arcadeplay ... wa ... i make a fool out of myself sia ... so ps ... i went to play the drumer thingy .. . = P hahas ... den we go hougang point eat tako , meet jose there ... den go play soccer at my hse downstair together wif ah don ah jose 1 of my primary skool frene and sam ... it's a rather cool game ... so long never play soccer le ... hahas ... kk la ... tats all for todae folks ... |
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
| so long never blog le ... lazy ar ...wun denied ... today got the trophy ... we r the champions of the eldds street soccer tournament ... = P LYIS ... next year will be called RLYIS lol ... but so wat got the champ ..? haiz ... don wish to harp on it ... jus make mi feel so down ... = '( this year very thing happen very fast ...suddenly cny over den next week common test liao ... den speech day soon also ... very thing jus happen so fast that today is 1 of march le ... lol , tok cork sia mi ... = P but 1 thing , no matter wat i'll still love u de ... muack ... when i free i blog again ba ... cya pals ... |